It is amazing what can be done when you put your mind to it! I fought the exhaustion and desire to just let Brooke sit in front of the TV while I vegged out. So far today I have:
-unpacked three boxes and put away their contents.
-cleaned out our walk-in closet so that it looks nice and things are easy to find.
-made baked pork chops to give to Carla and Brooke. I had defrosted them last night for this yummy last-night dinner for Jeremy, but we got home late. I didn’t want to refreeze them and they would not last until Monday.
-made a really nice salad, some to take to work, some to give to Carla and Brooke.
-Brooke is bathing at this moment.
-Brooke vacuumed the stairs and other areas of the house needed it.
-did two loads of laundry.

I wish I had gotten more stuff done but I guess that will have to get done tomorrow when I get off work. I also pick up my prescription tomorrow. Eeeekk… It is my Cyclosporine so it is necessary, but it also used to cost $1200 for 3 months, and that was low-cost. I am paying for a one month supply, at a lower dosage (I am still on the same dose, but I need the 100mg, not the 25mgs, I have tons of those), so I hope that I want get too raked over.

I miss Jeremy but I am really happy that he gets to spend time with his family.

Sorry for the post whoring, it is all about breaks for me right now. My back is killing me and I am already very tired.

Oh my gosh, I can’t remember feeling this exhausted in a long, long time. Not even after I had stayed up for 38 hours did I feel this run down and just drained. I am having soup and then I am going to bed. I am hoping that I don’t have to get up until later tomorrow morning. Please God, let Jeremy and Brooke let me sleep in so that I get a full night’s sleep for once.

I don’t think I am working tomorrow. My boss was supposed to ask me to work, but it is after 10pm and I have not gotten a call about tomorrow. If so, I will go in because we could always use the money, but if not, there is a ton of stuff that I need to do. I need to clean the house, unpack boxes and straighten stuff out, go shopping and just somehow get to feeling better. I have had a cold for weeks, since before the move, so the end of June…and it isn’t going away. I have noticed over the past couple weeks that my energy level is getting lower and lower and I have felt worse and worse. I have not had the ability to really do anything around the house, I feel really guilty about that.

Work is going well. I am beginning to get the hang of it I think. I know that a lot of clients are taking advantage of me, the whole sight thing and the fact that I am a pushover. I know my limits though and I don’t mind letting them get away with small crap. I mean seriously, they are adults and even if they are addicts, they are human too. You know how much crap I get away with on a daily basis and yet I am able to still function normally. I don’t know, I guess that is why I am not a counselor there although I would love to be.

Can’t think…must eat and sleep.

Oh yeah, took Carla out to go see Wall-E and go to dinner tonight. That was fun. I had her get embarrassed because I asked them to sing happy birthday to her. It was pretty cool. Wall-E was ok…not as great as I thought it would be, but it was alright.

Must sleep soon… I wish I could go to a doctor because I really do not think my health is doing well at all. I am 7 months out and after 8 hours of sitting in an office, I feel like I am going to collapse. That is not normal. Note: I only worked six hours today and this is how I feel. I do not think it is good.