So the communities I joined…hmm. Although some posts are interesting, they are taking over my friends page! Within two hours, I deleted “ohnotheydidnt” because it was overwhelming the stuff that was in there. Now I am considering deleting the other communities as well because they are just as overwhelming. When I go through almost 100 posts and finally find those of my actual friends, that is a little sad!! I could filter, but…ugh, lazy. I don’t know, we shall see.

Up early today and I want to get so much stuff done, but I am frustrated because I took too many pills this weekend (and gave one away) and now I will need to be totally careful. This means that I either a) get nothing done and only be in minimal pain, b) get things done and just be in pain and deal, or c) get things done and take pills as needed and worry about the aftermath of being short on pills later. Sigh, so frustrating!! I cannot WAIT until the day when my life and what I do is not dependent on those damn things.

I was going to do a Slim-Fast shake this morning but I might have a piece of KFC chicken instead (LOL, I accidentally typed ‘children’ instead of ‘chicken’). Jeremy is on his diet and I don’t think Brooke will be eating any, so I don’t want to waste it. I could always use the protein I suppose.

I have so much crap to do, groan. My mom will be here in two weeks, I am leaving in four. I need to get stuff done dammit!! It is all the paperwork that I have to do that is driving me crazy honestly. It is the same with the computer, hunching over to see something hurts SO bad. But the paperwork has to go out today.

I have to go wake up Brooke now. She is getting to be so grumpy these days, I hope this morning is different.

It is amazing what can be done when you put your mind to it! I fought the exhaustion and desire to just let Brooke sit in front of the TV while I vegged out. So far today I have:
-unpacked three boxes and put away their contents.
-cleaned out our walk-in closet so that it looks nice and things are easy to find.
-made baked pork chops to give to Carla and Brooke. I had defrosted them last night for this yummy last-night dinner for Jeremy, but we got home late. I didn’t want to refreeze them and they would not last until Monday.
-made a really nice salad, some to take to work, some to give to Carla and Brooke.
-Brooke is bathing at this moment.
-Brooke vacuumed the stairs and other areas of the house needed it.
-did two loads of laundry.

I wish I had gotten more stuff done but I guess that will have to get done tomorrow when I get off work. I also pick up my prescription tomorrow. Eeeekk… It is my Cyclosporine so it is necessary, but it also used to cost $1200 for 3 months, and that was low-cost. I am paying for a one month supply, at a lower dosage (I am still on the same dose, but I need the 100mg, not the 25mgs, I have tons of those), so I hope that I want get too raked over.

I miss Jeremy but I am really happy that he gets to spend time with his family.

Sorry for the post whoring, it is all about breaks for me right now. My back is killing me and I am already very tired.

Yep, you are reading the time right. Jeremy left for the airport at 4am. The alarm went off at 3:15am. I laid there for an hour and a half after he left and I could not sleep anymore. Decided to get up while Brooke was still sleeping and get some “me” time. Tonight, my ass will be dragging I am sure. On three hours of sleep I plan to go the whole day cleaning house and unpacking boxes. Then at 2pm I go in for an eight and a half hour shift. Holla! After that, I will go to my parents’ house and crash (I hope! I always have a hard time sleeping when Jeremy isn’t with me unless I am really tired like last weekend). But then, I get to get up at 7am and go back to work for another eight and a half hour shift. I am thankful though because at least boom boom, then they are done, ya know? I know that I don’t work on Saturday, pretty sure I don’t on Sunday either. So that means the next time I have to work again is 7:45am Monday morning.

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